Well first of all thanks for reponding to my blog. I am sorry for not responding earlier, the only place I have the internet is at work, which I go to Monday-Friday.
The reason I made a whole new blog for this is because when I try to view the origonal blog I get signed out and it won't let me respond, but I hit the back button and I am still logged in. Hopefully Greg or someone can help me out.
I appreciate your willingness to teach me, Colette and you seem to have gone through a lot to get where you are now. I read your review on The Temple of Man and remembered about how I once was thinking to myself about how wierd it is that archiologists, or whom ever, translate hieroglyphs(Did I spell that right?)at face value. It's also prettyfunny that you apologised for your spelling, I am probly one of the worst spellers, my wife can vouch for that.
The scarab thing reminded me of that Edger Ala Poe story with the golden scarab and the burried treasure(can't remember the title off the top of my head). The scarab ended up looking like a scull to them and was gold.
I will follow your advice and get an anatomy book or find some resources on the web. It's hard for me to get the time to go to a library when I am so busy making music all the time.
I was also wondering if you had ever tried this exercise for awakening the third eye. It is at this web address
http://sacred-magick.com/forum/index.php...
What I have tried so far to awaken my third eye is just concentrating on the spot in the middle of my forehead and telling myself the objective over and over again. Now my first and only objective was to win the lottery last week of $1,000,000 for me and my wife so we could have more time to make our music and get that moving. Now this sounds kind of selfish, but I am not a selfish person I am basically scrapping the bottom of the barrel to get our music carrear moving and thought that this outlandish goal would prove if I could do something telepathic or not. Of course telepathy isn't my only goal, but this was a good tester. So on tuesday(the day before the drawling) I concentrated all day on winning telling myself "My wife and I will win the pick tommorow" The pick is the Arizona Lottery. So I did this and felt pressure on my forhead and that was about it. Then the next day I felt very wierd. I kind of had a sore head, my body was weak and my stomach hurt. I could hardly do anything. I had to constantly sit down at my job. I thought I had gotten food poisening, but kind of disregarded that because all we had was tostadas for dinner with fresh ingrediants and no meat. Lunch was also fresh. And my wife being the queen of weak imune systems was perfectly fine and she ate exactly what I had. I never get sick. That day no matter how sick I felt I still tried concentrating, but it wasn't to the extent of the first day. Needless to say I didn't win the lottery, but I still have this pressure in my forehead. It doesn't feel like a headach or sinusach because I can listen to music like rock and it accually seems to sooth it. What do you think. I am sorry for such a lengthy response. Thanks again for being willing to help me. One thing I don't understand about this learning the anatomy thing and going from your big toe to your head is how come you start at the right big toe then jump over to the left big toe and then up to the head through the left side of your body? I am going to go look for some anatomy info now. Thanks again!



My name comes from the cartoo
My name comes from the cartoon Invader Zim. I thought the aliens looked like bugs and the race is called Irken so I combined the words buggy(them looking like bugs) and irk(don't know why I left off the en at the end, just sounds better I guess). Oh and just to make myself severly clear, I am not doing this to win lotteries, I am trying to help myself spirtualy and also help out mankind and any other animal on this Earth. I would also like to be able to see who I am electing into our government on the spiritual level. Maybe how their oras look.
I just had a thought, why is it that the government makes would be Police officers take a lie detector test for a pre-screening to become one when the president doesn't really have to pass anything to become president, but public approval?
Looks like you are talking to yourself Bug
Hi there Bug,
Sorry I have been busy. Well, I went to the link at that magic place. The only thing that struck me was the pronunciation of THO or whatever, I forget already, but that it was pronounced TOE and so on and what not.....Well, I have never heard of that one. Of course that does not mean it does not work.
I would be careful about learning too quickly. It would be like the youngster that says he/she can ride a horse, so they keep saying, I want to jump a fence with my pony, please let me, please let me, I know what I am doing. And the youngster and the pony go plop, right over the fence, wipe the pony out and kill the poor animal with broken legs and back and the youngster semi survives with a broken neck to be a quadroplalegic (spelling) the rest of their life, and then yes, I guess you would just have your head and mind then, but not such a good way to get it. There are better ways of getting in touch with your third eye and soul space. First is patience, second is not through material gain. Divine right order will lead to what you shall need. So, yes that kind of sounded like " No wonder you got a headache and were going to puke." Really, I mean, look at the reason you wanted to gain access to the sacred, it was for material gain and greed, loss of faith with in yourself, a shortstep. That was not spiritual at all. Face it, get real, read the anatomy books, start off like you are in kindergarten, throw the materialism to the side and forget about that. Do you think your soul floats around the universe with a bag of gold coins dragging it down?
So, first things first.
I appreciate your honesty, at least that is a plus. I do not care to hear about any more lottery tickets moreso I would prefer to hear you would care for divine right action to take its course.
Since money is on your mind, get some Bach Rescue Remdy and place a few drops sub lingual. ( that means unders your tongue.) Maybe that will help with your headache and bring you back to reality. Think about what you can give, not want you want to take and go to the library and put some effort into your education.
The left side in most ancient texts is the side where the life force energy comes in and is recieved, the right side is the out put. Toe to head. You can wiggle your toe and try to figure out how to get your head into it. You can't wiggle your head and get your head into it as it is already there.
Good luck.
Sorry if I sound harsh, you are cracking me up with your objective and I say good for you , you got a head ache......you think of it as magic, that is why you went to that site. Well, it is not magic.
It is attunement with self and the all- what ever the all is.
Lottery, quick gain, well, I am surprised you didn't have to run to the loo as well. Hold on to your britches and grab the roll.
Good grief, take a look at what you are saying. Then look in the mirror, then if you want to start all over, do it again, with heart, not greed or materialism.
Best to you.
Colette
Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
Circular Times
Moving Forward Publications
my head is getting better :)
Well I understand what you are saying and I started this quest for the spiritual aspect of it, but then I figuered I would test it with the material thing because obviosly I don't really know where to start. I will definatly be looking at some anatomy text and figuring out how it all works togeather. I am trying the technique on the site I posted and will let you know how it goes, of course there is no sound on the site and I don't know exactly what the noise should sound like, but I am giving it a wirl. Not for quick gain, but quick awarness of my eye accually being there I guess. The only time I have to sit down with no one in the house and do the "concentrate on your toe thing" is this weekend. So I will give it a go this weekend hopefully after studying the books. Thanks again for the help. I'll keep you posted.