The Holo-gestalt Paradigm
Theory of the leveraging of mentality held within all elementals of physical existence that pervades all the universe/s known and unknown, which means that all is wide open and readily available to the cursor of mentality. Holo means that there is a holographic representation and method to discerning in total the means of projecting a realm into existence via the elements and principles of Deity. Gestalt references the aspect of the All of mentality, which permeates all known parts of being here in Time/Space. A paradigm is a system in which some elementals can function in some order and fashion which gives said system an identity. Thus a Holo-gestalt Paradigm is used herein as a means of discerning self-knowledge of selfhood and its participants in what we discern as Life. This life then can be identified as a holographic means of creating the totality of existence in a realm that knows its parts and can feedback over these parts to the degree that all connected (direct or indirect) participants know the degree of interface for all elementals held in this massively expansive yet minuscule environ that supports being and becoming of mind along with the generation of information to be used in support of existence.
Much more to come…
In Doug Kenyon's Forbidden Science, in chapter 9 the Astronomers of Nabta Playa: New Discoveries Reveal Astonishing Prehistoric Knowledge...I see the connection of the last parts of that once great advanced civilization trying to peep out to the future and tell us just how much they once knew. The great civilization's Educational Center in the Sahara area was now destroyed by parts of the Comet that is called the Carolina Bays Object at impact it was like a gargantuan atomic bomb impacting in the Chad area. The few that survived moved off to the East and met up with the Vedics who were moving West after vast tsunamis destroyed their ancient home of Mu and its outer island land mass — their combined knowledge created what would eventually be the Egyptian Civilization as well as the Hindu nations. They tried to convey to us their great wisdom but the Egyptologists have seen fit to create this silly scenario to continue keeping the common man in the dark about our past.
One wonder if the last little part of the once great advanced civilization might just still exist at a place called AREA 51.
When a civilization is in full decline, and the passage of time has exponentially stressed morality into immorality, the common being may eventually realize that the leadership has vanished to parts unknown. They will have fled and concealed themselves in isolated sections of the globe, perhaps an island, or some other remote area. When the power or electricity is turned off, then perhaps society will finally take note of their leadership’s absence. Who would care? Soon, all organized norms of society give way to nihilism, and human culture will retrograde into a new Stone Age. And all this will occur because of supreme acts of selfishness. Of the two elements mentioned, which is the more intelligent: the unwitting who allowed this to occur, or the criminally powerful who traduced the rights of the world’s citizens? Could this happen to us, or to America? I strongly fear that it has already happened in the past many times and could once again be our fate.
As the world’s population polarizes, the "future gods" will gain ground more rapidly because of their superior technological capabilities and material advantages. They will appear at "tax time." The elite will increasingly seek the presence of like kind, rather than the meritless and impoverished detritus that lingers on. At some point, the "new gods" will be born; they will take to the skies in their conveyances to hide themselves away in secluded parts of the world to ponder chicanery upon the unwitting. Eventually they will return, and make terrible war upon their own kind, seeking to position themselves as unique and worthy of worship – the ultimate desire for recognition.
With superior firepower, and technology to kill billions from afar, they will enslave humanity once again. After several generations, the powerful who rise in their own groups will become immortal via their superior backup systems of human leveraging and a vast supply of body parts. Human coherency will lose the potential of survival through Love. Unless we listen to the Omegon revelations, we will needlessly suffer this cyclic curse of selfishness.
When I think of history, I wonder if the old gods are still among us, still preying upon human body parts to maintain their longevity? Or did good old common man finally win one with democracy? Our way did not work. I think on this every time I look at the Lines of Nazca in Peru. Such airborne sophistication was surely guided from engineering know-how, and possibly even a form of laser was used to "scribe" the lines in playful creativity. Evidence of laser-like utilization is everywhere in Peru. How else could they cut some of the stone the way it is so easily shown today across from the old fortress of Sacsahuaman in Cuzco? Few have seen this message from the old gods. Some say that those old evil gods still hide in the jungles of the Amazon, or even elsewhere in the universe waiting to return and haunt us again.
There is a wealth of very new information that evidences archeo-enigmas that are out-of-sequence with the story of record. I will not trouble you with an extensive report of these examples, but only touch upon them to give you the support for my conclusions. All of the new data about the developments in archeological finds and the Scepter’s interlaced transmissions of unknown code will accompany the expanded version to be submitted at a later date. It will soon be made clearer, in the coming weeks, just what the total communication is from the records of Claronu and Anjona. It is my desire to reinforce all data presented herein, with additional corroboration, backed up before presentation to the scientific community at our upcoming conference. Soon this tremendous find will be at the feet of the entire world to ponder.
This means of existence has been presented externally and is detailed within the very book of nature which is an expression of the laws for physical being from its essence. See the essence for what it is through symbols rather than language, and one can learn the secrets. The record of virtual nature, which is the symbiology, breeds the programmed numerology as a part of its constant broadcast. Deity can be known on its merit and grounds. It is as though the One is saying, "Can you see the signs I am showing you?" In the future mankind will try to translate the messages of this, nature’s book, and it will become the basis of all future commitment to the One. Traditions will form, and beings will keep their relevance close to their hearts for comfort. Man cannot believe in himself, for it is quite evident that he could not really take care of himself, much less build himself in the virtual worlds. When humans discover the secrets of the programs of the broadcast of Deity, then they will know that the laws of the universe are more powerful than their little minds. Euphoria and awe will transfix their souls.
Unless humanity goes down the long road of complex ignorance, thereby making the mistakes that Koan and Planca indulged in and lost at every major turn, then Omegonship will not be theirs in short time. If they do partake of the complexity of ignorance, an informal fallacy full of category errors and sold as legitimate, then this sector of Goge will come to an abrupt halt. The experiment will be over because of soulular and mental constipation.
My words cannot explain to the future humanity, or to my brothers and sisters of the great lodge where shepherds rein pure, but words are all I have left to placate the forces that this universe is about to lay at my feet. Overhead I sense a gentle movement beyond the norm — the ultimate weapon lurks darkly to prepare an assault for me and perhaps the entire sector of this little Goge examination.
Before these burgeoning events consume me, I have more messages for future entities: we are what we think, at least the results are our repercussions in manifestation. No genetic inclination can put spin on the evils that we behaviorally seek. At some point mind oversteps from force of combined will, and we accept the wrong course. To blame adultery, slothfulness, or sexual deviations such as unseemly same gender interfacing, on exterior pressures rather than a predator’s gratification is indeed a waste of mentality. There are great things to accomplish other than the fetishes that some of us allay to obsession and compulsion.
To slyly leverage public mentality toward moral breakdown is the mark of complex ignorance and not in keeping with the reading of the book of nature. The promiscuous community, synonymous with manipulation of mind via science or philosophy, is always proselytizing the untrained souls toward aberrant behavior to keep company. They use endorphinous sexual arousal, or, rather hatred, then encourage total freedom of expression in the face of such higher order as screams beyond whispers. Obsession and compulsion must not be pressed into the flesh of habit, lest one breeds embracement of a full-blown addiction for failure. It is that same old permissive message to control the weaknesses of youth to birth a political agenda full of selfishness.
China needs to get itself out of Tibet and leave folks alone. Long ago this land of Tibet was peace loving and gave no one nation any trouble. Then the heavy hand of China came out and slapped folks around. We do not need this from a nation that could become a great world leader in many fields. China has so much going for it but It does not need to return to the digression of its communistic past. There are other ways to win and it all really can be accomplished by giving Tibet back to its people. If I were in control of China, that is exactly what I would do. It would be so unexpected by the world that enemies would be gushing with accolades and praise if such a turn about would come. I would start a program right now getting all of this orchestrated with media and everyone reverting to the joy of such an about face. I would sell the world on the New China that truly has so much to sell and give the entire world. In 100 years China could be the cultural and educational leader of a new earth. We need its creativity and calm demeanor. Wake up China...you will need us all in the future because your population will be the determining factor of your demise rather than you being a bully now just to show off.
Might I suggest we all read — Gnosis of the COSMIC CHRIST — A Gnostic Christian Kabbalah. by Tau Malachi.
I have read all of what I see above as reported by myself and those of you who are new to these realms. None can touch the information held within the book I am currently reading. I have read the Temple of Man and it to some degree coincides with the Cosmic Christ. It is indeed extremely powerful and does indicate that we do live in a universe that emulates or supersedes the Holographic Concept of the universe that is nothing but information managed by God and dispersed via his will. I am finding that I am buying in to the Ten Holy Sefirot and the Tree of Life or the Matrix as a Tree. The information is beyond ancient and it is in accordance with my life of having euphoric experiences via meditation. I have seen this light that comes to one who attempts to go beyond the norm of just being here.
I have meditated upon most of the information held within this book. Perhaps I am a Gnostic and do not know it. Many times I have suggested to others that they should go to nature for silence and peace and sit and think upon existence for two hours. I have done this repeatedly and then a flash of light has crossed my mental reference reader (mind) and I get a gargantuan load of data that allows me to see the total plan of being. It is most powerful...this flash of light. I have always wondered about this gift until I read about it in the book above. I have done this and did not know what was taking place. It is found on page/s 63 — 68 in chapter five called Da'at, the Secret Sefirah. I now know what I must study for the rest of my stay here. It is most powerful.
This thing called the Scepter is not unlike Apple's I-POD. The Scepter is a grand computer that does everything as does Apple's I-pod. Wouldn't it be great if Apple adopted this story and created a game or movie from the concept? I'm just saying...It would be great for me. Ha, ha...how selfish we are.
Synopsis of Enigmni
The Enigmni begins with a short description of the meaning and power of Light. Light is the projection or broadcast from Timelessness that influences the totality of existence in this manifest world...the entire universe. Its meaning to humanity is deeply mental, spiritual and beyond the comprehension of the part (individual). Light allows the quantification of existences as we perceive it on this side. Light and the concept of the Enigmni, a utility and part of Deity, is the focus of this work as a means to an essence in understanding.
The book starts in the year 2008, with a report to a superior from Dr. Somen Kosolapdev, a Russian geophysicist / anthropologist whose ancestors experienced the phenomenon at Tunguska in 1908, one hundred years ago. This event was an actual, gargantuan explosion that took place in Siberia. It resembled the detonation of a nuclear device. The resulting firestorm flattened many square miles of timber and killed numerous animals.
The report describes Dr. Kosolapdev’s passionate adventure of discovering a unique device that was once in orbit around the earth, and later crashed onto the surface as a secondary part of the total Tunguska anomaly. Kosolapdev and his crew of scientists search for and find the device which is the subject of the report and the subsequent data from an ancient being described as a surveyor. This unique device is not of our civilization, but shows data from a period of time that exceeds some 6 to 4 million years ago. This device is found to off-load visual and audible information. It is later called a Scepter.
The Scepter, as Kosolapdev describes it, has about 75 visuals on board (three that seem to include him). These pictures were drawn by a being called an Omegon whose name is Claronu. Other data comes from a being called Anjona, a superior to Claronu. All this data has been deciphered and decoded with the aid of the Scepter itself, which functions as a "smart tool." It is later discerned, that the scepter is a computer with wondrous capabilities that Dr. K is gradually learning. This scepter was in the possession of Claronu and Anjona in the past, and utilized as the means to reach humanity in the future with messages of our past and the directions for our future. The Scepter also contains data as to what we are, how we are, and where we will go after we depart from this journey...life and existence/s.
Kosolapdev seems to begin to buy into the messages of the Scepter and challenges his superior to read the subsequent sections that contain actual broadcast data from the thoughts of Claronu and Anjona as they relate to an event that took place on a planet of people called Enmayi (now asteroid belt). Claronu and Anjona are from a planet called Hytona (now Mars). Dr. "K" asks for his boss (director) to read on and prepare for marveling.
Claronu’s message (ENIGMNI: Title of Book section) is a collection of data that he records on the Enmayi planet where he has been sent by his superior shepherd, Anjona, to find out what happened to a people that "they" had believed were advancing to a higher order of existence. When nothing is heard from the Enmayi for a long period, Claronu, a multi-talented surveyor of virtual data, is sent to determine what has happened to their vested interest. In this part of the book, Claronu speaks of things that he sees as he moves about a horrible scene where no life is left in any form — but his own. He is alone on a planet where a strange, yet gargantuan and globular form seems to be everywhere at once. Claronu quickly ascertains that it is a weapon that he had identified in orbit prior to landing on the surface in his spacecraft, Shema. He calls the weapon -- Leche. He knows that it is the cause of death but does not totally know why or how it works. His primary mission is to survey the planet with his advanced psycho-cognitive abilities and depart before the weapon detonates in its final destructive phase.
Every aspect of the Enmayi people is to be analyzed by Claronu’s discerning eye (government, culture, education, spiritualism, and status of progression and agriculture). Immediately, he finds himself hand-drawing all of the terrible scenes because of his own vanity and selfish belief in "his" powers (the Scepter’s graphic abilities are broken immediately). Throughout the whole process of this journey, he reevaluates his Omegon self against the Alphi/Omegi status of the former Enmayi people. These states of Omegon, Alphi/Omegi, and Alphian are about the stages, within structures, of being development within the Virtual Realms. Alphian is the lowest animalistic state. These stages dictate the psychological and spiritual progression of the entire book and that of the reader. They are tied to the "why" of being in existence. The means to their existence is the Enigmni, which creates a virtual arena in physical state - a kind of atmosphere for things to be and happen. Claronu believes that the Enmayi forgot who and what they were, preoccupied by sexual matters both passive and active. His own kind (being) went through the above stages from animal to Omegon and thus overcame whatever element detoured the Enmayi life cycles (reincarnation). Omegons are Angels in final existences before monadship with the All.
While he speaks to himself and at the same time the Scepter (it records everything), Claronu becomes aware that this event is his final initiation before becoming dissolved within the All. He describes how as light beings, all of what is, came through (projected) the Goge portals (suns or stars) into manifest reality. What we naively see is taken for something else in each state. Claronu, being able to know on higher levels because he paid the price of the Law of Consequence, later finds the reason why the planet failed. He projects that Koan and Planca are the initial reasons why the Enmayi beings failed and returned to Alphian ways of animalistic passion. He also tells of how the Agricultural sects headed by Takion, brings war against Koan’s and Planca’s culture and the Leche. The Leche is built to destroy Claronu’s Hytona, but later is accidentally released in orbit around Koan’s own planet. It begins its multifarious phases of destruction. Many die while they strive to leave the planet. Claronu determines that they escaped to an Omegon food and research planet called the Gardened One (third planet from Goge). Claronu later is killed (or tuned out) in a gargantuan explosion that totally destroys a whole sector of that part of the Goge (solar) system. The Scepter is the only survivor and Jupiter becomes a planet rather than a pony sun. Anjona finds it and repairs its parts and sends it to earth with a strong message. The Scepter orbits until 1908 (millions of years) and is later found on the surface in 2008.
Dr. K submits a conclusion with many scenarios as to the archeological evidences that support the data that is before him. He believes that there are "Hidden Parties" that hide in the background helping to guide life on earth. He submits his own plan to a better altruistic means of existence to the director and leaves to check the site where the Scepter originally impacted for more data. He is apparently killed, and the Scepter becomes a keepsake of Koan’s ancestor and later activates to destroy the whole of this sector of Goge due to inaction by the present state of virtual being on earth. December 23, 2012. Will this end all of Humanity?
Well after all...it is 2008 and I wrote this stuff 12 years ago...who would have thought???
NOT THAT ONE IS, BUT THAT WHEREBY IS, IS. — The Lord is my Shepherd .
I am in awe of just being here!
Upon coming here to this experiential phenomenon called Life, One is shown (as if Shepherded) an alternative existence full of koans, puzzles, and gambits of choice. It is as if one enters a labyrinth of a single pathway to a final destination. Though in reality it is a maze or puzzle of many paths full of twists and turns to consider prior to a final genesis — awakening to the reality for being and becoming.
What of the impetus behind the totality of our manifestation? A soul or spirit seems to lurk somewhere in or behind our past prior to birth. It is readily apparent to one who has already arrived that there is a system in place within our very mentality to allow us to function in varying degrees of efficiency here in Time/Space. Of course, what is Time/Space? Better yet, what is, Is? We occupy a highly complex body with sensory devices that interconnect an equally complex environment that we must become familiar with. We are able to communicate with this environ and it communicates back to us. Wherein did this place become so perfect in its design? The DNA program that constructs our vehicular means to being here in physicality is not necessarily our true birthplace. What trail of motion brings us here to this realm of secrets to know and learn while ensconced here?
What is apparent? I think I am here but when I dream, I am many and different entities other than what I call real life beings. I go where I please and dip in and out of environments that I have never knowingly known. I speak languages that I do not know. One thing is for sure, I am highly complex that I can even imagine such detail and experience it in a form from inside myself. Yet, what is imagination anyway? What laws and forces drive such fleeting manifestations? Better yet, why can I communicate these things to another being who looks somewhat like myself? It is apparent, that I do not know whereof I exist unless it is the Lord who is my shower or shepherd. The shower or shepherd leads me through life and speaks to me in symbols and not words. I know when I am being taught by him.
I shall not want.
Wherein does Consciousness Manifest???
I have been reading a Book called “The Temple of Man” by R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz. It is indeed a tome that could occupy my mentality for the rest of my life. I am now 65 and have read many books at this point in my life. I have a large library in my home and I give books to my family every chance I get just to clean out the various slots that I seem to fill with my frequent trips to the bookstore to the chagrin of my wife. Of course, I have need of most of these books because my brain is in each and every one of them and I seek to become more conscious of my life via the knowledge garnered from them.
Lately I have been awakening at around 3:00 A. M. every morning going into the kitchen where silence is maintained since it is the further away from those sleeping. I am stuck on page 28 of his book, even though I have read almost a quarter of the two volumes each in excess of 500 pages of small type ensconced in a large 9 x12 inch format. Whew! It is a beast of a work for any human being. Still I go to those same pages and read them over and over.
I am hung up on this: “Nothing in the Universe that is perceptible is so of itself.” That is, nothing that exists and can perceive that existence had anything to do with creating itself other than the amplification of consciousness. Only the consciousness factor of being able to mentally compare or utilize contrasting issues of perception is usually present so that amplification of physical and mental assets can be accomplished. At times while deeply immersing myself in all the deepness of Lubicz’s material I feel I can grasp a root of a knowledge that is far and beyond the scope of human ability. It is almost euphoric for a few fleeting seconds and then it slips away with some stimuli from the real world interrupting my train of thought. I fear that my age is one thing that creeps into my realization of this grand deepness before me and I will never attain the levels I desire with this study.
When I was young, I went to nature (at the old lake) on a day when I was somewhat introspective and felt deep. I guess I was about 18 and about to graduate from high school. I sat looking up at a beautiful sunset and began to wonder about existence. I thought back to when I was five standing on the door of our old storm cellar at the old Rowena farm and looking up to see God. I will never forget the feeling I had in that ecstatic moment to see the vastness of his being encompassing the totality of the sky. I became aware then. Later at 18, I heard these words while contemplating my future worth on this Earth, "You are the Catalyst." I did not know exactly what a catalyst was then, but I went home and looked it up and realized that effort and suffering was necessary to gaining deeper knowledge. Now, I have had a full and highly eventful life. My former students keep in touch with me to some degree. I have the love and respect of an old scholar and my colleagues keep in touch via email. Still, I push ever forward to the back door of life to do all I can to become worthy and have worth to offer. Reading the Temple of Man by Lubicz is the hardest book I have ever read besides Hegel. I will continue to push the envelope right out of that back door and into a new realm that I seek with gusto.
Lately I have come to a newness of reasoning. Lubicz calls it the Pharaonic method of seeing life. I now realize that I have been seeing existence from a self-oriented perspective rather than the viewing of being from a spiritual view. This new way of looking at life is from the Heart. Of course Lubicz takes the whole book to explain what I think I can say in a few words. I know, it is not possible. Yet, just to realize that there is an anterior means of seeing existence from a corresponding point of view from the materialistic mindset gives me hope.
Prior to reading Lubicz’s work I had the feeling that there was more — mostly reinforced by my reading of the Bible and other ancient traditions (see Vedics). Now my mind feels almost as it did when I first went off to college some 45 years ago. There is so much to learn and so little time. I wish I could establish a university for old guys and gals like me that used only a few numbers of books such as Manly P. Halls “Secret Teachings of All Ages” and “The Temple of Man.” I would love to attend such a school where discussion could fly across the universe into new vistas of wisdom. For now, I am still in awe of just being here in this place called life.
I usually go back to bed to sleep a few more minutes before finally getting up and making coffee for my wife and myself. I find myself thinking over the repercussions of inculcating the new knowledge set off by Lubicz’s stimuli. This morning I had a revelation of what this is all about. I believe I have the Father, The Son and the Holy Spirit somehow localized within my being as a triangulation for existence here. This Triad of essences focuses my “cursor” on reality within my lens on life — my brain which is necessary for this physical form I utilize here. I am a spirit using this body as a vehicle for motivation in this physical state. I am mind that is holographically localized in this environment. Lubicz calls it Mediety. He says, “Man, considered as a natural finality is not in opposition to the Universe, he is the “mediety” of the “inverse elements” that are the universal and the particular. In him, opposites are resolved and canceled; he is the All.”
It is as though we are the localizations of this power that pervades the moiré arena (broadcast of information) of existence. We are focused deity and are at the midpoint between the flux of consciousness that intersects into the form of ego or human bemanship. We are the “cursor” in physical form. In my dreams built off this study, I can almost make out a plasmatic totality that waxes and wanes in this realm of Time/Space to a point of focusing in a creative means of creating all of this for the development of higher and higher consciousness. This plasmatic totality is somehow part of a knowledge and Reason that needs no explanation due to its being Forever and Always present. It is indeed the Godly elemental and spirit of this expression, which is undulating within itself.
Just as Einstein suggested that we move to the macro viewpoint in order to see more clearly the plan of God -- we move out/up, and dimensionally to amplify the data of all we see from above. Not only do we perceive more territory -- we can focus simultaneously on one object and inculcate all the data relating to its singularity. God's cursor has amplified within the mind's eye of the beholder. As each day passes, event sequences become whole documentaries encompassing associated events into a clear picture of cause and effect to our souls. With each tic of the pico second, data expands geometrically to encompass even more reason to happenstance.
Upon the soulular reference-plane, mapping at exponential speed, is the accumulation of humanity's knowledge and wisdom of itself. The mind is boggled as it strains to decipher massive thought globules that contain dense information about each singular particulate. Lives and their complications flash past our mental cursor-on-existence (brain) and we see the familiarity of our own attempt at the prime objective of being here in Time/space. As we see this euphorically-experienced flash of the Ancient-of-Days templated with the Days of Our Lives, we know something big is about to happen to humanity.
Positive and negative actions swirling through the broadcast of being is evident. What wrongs have been committed against man by man? As wars rage throughout man’s reference maps…we see our destiny unless we change our ways, this experiment will cease to be. Who will step forward and join this burgeoning call for humanity to join in coherency?
As time goes on, I hope to add to this initial expression of amplified consciousness.
There is another view. This other vision is one of the potential for a catalyst to an even higher theosophical Divination to be represented here. Altruism not withstanding, there are plans that I am not privy to fathom. I am only the watcher. It is possible that this record of my survey, will spur us through intellectual evaluation on the FLY across the old grave to land on the next greater wave of highest passion to existence. The All, through its Enigmni shall evoke this to be so from Timelessness.
If higher levels are achieved as a result of this fall and subsequent survey for the Omegon state, then renewed super-consciousness will expand in this sector, and the tragic end for the Enmayi will become a blessing. The consequences of it will be upheld and paid, but the result will be higher. This survey has the importance of a super-string, to wire it all together.
Amplified change is indeed hurrying the spiraling destiny of us all toward forced decisions about this system’s future. Every trend and condition in this universe is currently being impacted, especially now, by exponential change that is blurring into mental and spiritual chaos as a result of what happened here. Yet, while synchronicity seems hidden now, the only "out-of-sync" transgressor of their combined mindlessness is eternally in view of myself and all those dead. None of us can make changes in this on-going circumstance of the foreboding Leche. Whomever created it swelters at the base of the ferment. The repercussions of such hate will resonate throughout the period of this active Goge portal.
Omegon visualizers of future morrows cried out through the channels of the virtual spheres, in a Goge-like fashion, warning of this "period of the dark soul," a time of pain, yet bliss at the possibilities. Omegon values here on the fifth globe next to Egog the minor dog star, will never shine because of this burgeoning selfishness that ripped life from the feeble grasp of an unsuspecting populace. Their journey must, by law, start anew in the New Goge Creations. They must start again in the primary technology schools of Alphian ways.
Emptiness fills my soul at the thought of having to start this trek once again. I am glad that I am Omegon, for now I am protected from such a failure to existence. Omegon state is forever open to me, however, I may serve the realms of Timelessness. I still feel their unaccomplishment and one tiny pain is also within me for what is coming.
I must stop Shema and walk here. What I am sub-discovering may possibly present me with a fatal flaw to my own current state. I feel strange. This sub-conscious thinking lends messages to my soulular image that indicates my final initiation. If this be true, my final challenge in physical form may arrive soon. Perhaps a walk will refocus my thoughts to understand the repercussions of such an event.
I have remained off-level with Scepter’s abilities to meditate deeply without help from the natural systems in its medium. I cannot shake the clanking of shackles that pull me down to total reflection upon only the me that resides in the All. With shadows of dissolution everywhere, why not slip steeply into selfishness, and care only for the protection of the being that I am sharing. It is, of course, that same old trap, that has always in my past, called me back to dwell in Alphian form. So familiar the feeling, like an old friend of an orgasmic nature calling me to participate. I must step aside. The mirror almost appeared once again to entrap me in primary matter. The mission is most important here, and I shall strengthen my determination to overcome the power dwelling here where billions of souls cry out for me to join them in their plight. I shall only observe and pass their message on to themselves waiting in another duration.
Back to Shema before I visualize patterns no longer a part of my mentality.
One element this landscape offers to the mindful spirit is that, even though I may sway in thoughts of movement to unknown challenges, I am well positioned for the final step that comes to all "old" Omegons. I am that because this state is all transitory and for the most part a "test" for becoming. Every message of the Enmayi is really a "ephemeral object," or a means of the Enigmni to move "be-manship" from one event-sequence to the next. Their structures, art, education, agriculture, and all these creations are transitory contents that act as media to carry forth the events that made up their former world. How we use these ephemeral objects determines the consequences of the future events. My consequences are few. I have no need to fear an end to this many faceted realm of manifest existences, for I have done my very best to meet all tests to my character, faith, love, and rendering to others. I shall not fall from this the highest gift of being, though tested with the massive data of this lost world that turns my soul’s "shine" toward paleness in the face of so much death. I am so lonely. Once more, get behind me, there is only future ahead in virtual states.
Shema, continue on — work is to be done.
For the Enmayi, their consequences will be revisited. Consequences will cause change, thus hurrying destiny toward forced decisions about our Goge system’s primary-to ultra-tech future. I feel the trends and conditions bubbling up in my mental projections of what future morrows may bring. This part of the universe is being impacted by geometrical currents full of new elements and principles that to me are blurring a true vision of the cause. The positioning of the Leche, ultimate weapon, in the mix of events that shook this planet, is the cause of such an aberration to my mind. My lack of vision here is another indication of my initiation.
Could Omegons be compromised in this new gambit? Perhaps it is a final test for all of us.
Omegons would never knowingly create chaos in the Goge system! Again, I waver in my convictions. I must return to first site of the Seat of Enigmni to recollect my thoughts. Yet, dreaming in the light of a morrow, I see vistas float by with Enmayi citizens playing, learning, and enjoying one another as friends. Dissolving in and out of their expressed creativity and love for life is weakening my focus as localization is no longer a strength for me. I see them in the past. I, for the first time, am experiencing the "total aspect-ratio," of a mental gestalten. It is an unbound experience where all seems to float by my expanded position cursor. It is a blurring of time and space to the mental eye.
Ahau! To awaken from a dream that one is knowingly participating with, is euphoria prohibited in usual states of amplified mental compression. Special things are happening on this world of the Enmayi.
I have awakened back at the Avatar’s port and I do not recall how I got here. This is supremely strange for Omegons. Before I commune on this morrow, I feel the need to somehow understand all that I have surveyed and inculcated into mental aspirations since landing here some three morrows ago. I become more by doing this — the force to resist is high! I wish not to think upon these things. But! There is no means beyond it, for escape is not an option. I force myself to recalculate.
I am forlorn, for I have seen the remains of a few inner-seat potdomes and the outer edges of the Enmayi hinterlands, where the Agri toiled to keep the "high tekies" in food and worldly products with advanced agricultural methods. Nonetheless, a memory for the primary technology of the Ancients could also be read between the lines of the new. I have seen the educational realms that created the masterful intellects of the planet, all in a high Alphi/Omegi category of being-status.
But, only in the last orbits were the true Alphian curriculums or reversions, utilized for selfish purposes to boost, successfully, most of the Enmayi toward anti-ethical, anti-moral standards of leveraging. I have come to the conclusion that there were no initial Alphians in numbers worth consideration ever in existence on this world! None! None, for millions of orbits. This conclusion is of course impossible, but the messages prove as facts to this ideation on my part. It is confusing me, but probably not the inner workings of the Scepter. Alphians did show up abruptly in the last 70 or so orbits in burgeoning counts during the last phases of this planet's life. Again, the facts corroborate the ascertainment, but how this is possible, asserts the mystery I fear will test me to the core.
There are still millions of bits of information for deciphering into message status. Notwithstanding, I will somehow state this anomaly of pure Alphian existence at the end of a civilization rather than the opposite, as a record for my survey. How this happened will no doubt occupy every moment of the remainder of my stay in this lonely edifice to chaos?
One last observation. I fear that Omegon influence may have been a prime mover in this unbelievable desecration to the primary purpose of our virtual experiment within matter. How such as Omegons could risk their eternal essences is something I have not even thought possible. I have no desire to read these vibrations in this transitory state that needs illusion to become complete. Signal Stop!